I was waiting for someone to text me on my phone to greet me a happy birthday at midnight but then I failed to do so since I fell asleep. By the time I woke up, I was quite excited to check my phone but I couldn’t be more disappointed since Darryl was the only one who greeted me at midnight. :(

 

I didn’t go to school since I was already an hour late and I thought I’d just feel bad staying there. I just stayed lying on my bed and noticed how lonely my birthday was and how lonlier it is to stay at home. So I decided to go to school after lunch.

 

 I went to school without even having breakfast and lunch. Everyone greeted me by the time I entered the class and I just don’t know why I couldn’t feel happy at all. After class, Aiza and Dennies accompanied me to eat at Jabee. hoho! Too bad I couldn’t even treat them anything. :( How pitiful I could get?

 

Sigh. I was about to go home after class but then Dennies had an idea that we should just go have a movie marathon back at Aiza’s place so I agreed on that since I had nothing else to do at home. The pathetic destitute  (me) didn’t even checked the money she (me) has left and was ignorant to just decide that easily.

 

Aiza let me borrowed some money just for me to have my dinner. :( Thanks Aiz for bein’ that nice. hehe! By the time we were about to eat, Dennies said "Happy Birthday Ren!" and I couldn’t hold back my tears to gently fall onto my face. :(

 

But even so, I am still thankful that my friends Dennies and Aiza were with me to celebrate it simply. Plus, my crush and my dearest cousin Cathy called and greet me a happy birthday although it wasn’t happy at all. :)

 

(Sigh) This lonely december of mine won’t end even if its christmas time. :(